Grateful.

Oct. 30th, 2008 08:59 pm
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Today, I am grateful for my newly acquired sense of balance, or patience.  Which is odd, given that yesterday I was lonely, and today I have been FULL OF ITCHY, and neither lend themselves to balance.  But what's helped has been trying to be patient with myself, and remembering that forcing balance (by way of not letting myself feel lonely, frex) is not quite the way to go about it.

I am going to go back to scouring my skin with sandpaper, but it's nice to have that feeling of balance accessible, even when I am gritting my teeth, so.

Originally posted at Xtinian Thoughts.  Comment here or there.

Begrated.

Oct. 30th, 2008 10:03 am
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Yesterday I was grateful for being lonely.

I have been full of geeking lately (doing web and db work for friends, creating a new site for myself, streamlining processes at work, teaching myself some programming to make things, and so forth), which meant I was totally ignoring my emotional/interpersonal needs.  So yesterday I got home and was all "*slump*".  And since I have extremist tendencies, it's very easy for me to slide into despair.

But instead, I reminded myself that I have been neglecting myself in the abovementioned ways, and so what is needed isn't gloom, it's to redress the balance.  And to let myself feel lonely (as I also tend to deny myself a bit).

So I pinged my boyfriend to see what he'd be doing on Tuesday, and I'm going to maybe call this local-person-I-could-be-friends with to see if she'd like to watch a movie and eat popcorn.

It all sounds terrifically silly when I write it down, but considering how I used to handle things, this is infinitely better.

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Yesterday, I was grateful for my hands continuing to work.  My life is partly through my hands, and so I am pleased that they function.

Today, I am grateful for my ears working, for I get to listen to Eskju Divine and get all teary.

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Pre-gratz.

Oct. 27th, 2008 10:23 am
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Yesterday I was busy creating a website, and forgot to post! I am not concerned; I am doing this in order to recognise the good things in my life, not in order to abuse myself.

So! Yesterday, I was grateful for living in the future, where creating a website takes, relatively speaking, no time at all.

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Greee.

Oct. 25th, 2008 09:17 pm
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Today, I am grateful for my boyfriend.  He makes me wish I were more in touch with my own heart, so I could better express to him how and in what ways I love and appreciate him.

Which sounds surprisingly shmoopy for a relationship that only started this past March.  I'm okay with that.

Originally posted at Xtinian Thoughts.  Comment here or there.

Gratz.

Oct. 24th, 2008 04:18 pm
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Today, I am grateful for my health. Even though I am a part-time hypochondriac, my health is pretty decent.

I am distracted by website stuff, and so don't really have the interest in getting too into this today, but there you go.

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Gratz.

Oct. 23rd, 2008 04:21 pm
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Today, I am grateful for my ginormous brain that takes unholy delight in forgetting mid-sentence how to parse a phrase.

Wait, no.

Today, I am grateful for kittens.  Oh kittens, what can't you do?

You cheer people up, you are floofy, and you rain terror on unsuspecting teensy tinesy ducklings in order to protect teensy tinesy cats!  Amazing!

Originally posted at Xtinian Thoughts.  Comment here or there.

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Me being me, naturally I spaced on writing anything yesterday. *amused*

Yesterday, I was grateful for my therapist. Yesterday was my last session with him, by my request – I've been doing fine, plus we could both use the money (I was paying less because I'm broke more, so). He is absolutely the wonderful, and I would clone him if I could.


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*pleased*

*hits "refresh" a lot*

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A friend elsewhere engaged in a sort of project or pledge or what-have-you – to post daily something that you're grateful for.  I keep contemplating it, because my default setting is "too stuck in my head".  I think it'd be good for me, as it were, to remind myself of the world around me.

Today, I am grateful that I get to vote.  My ballot came in the mail today, which pleases me.  I wish there existed a factcheck.org for non-national politics (non-national because factcheck.org covers the Presidential part), but that's why wiki sites exist, I suppose – so I can create wikis.

*resists*

I won't say who I voted for in the primaries, but I will say I voted Democrat for both the Congressional and the Senatorial elections.  (FF's spellcheck says that latter is a word…?  Okay.) That's Jeff Merkley for US Senator, and Earl Blumenauer for Congress.

Tomorrow I'll be researching what all of the other positions are, whether there's a reason not to vote for the only person listed in a section (such as Martha L Walters, Judge of the Supreme Court, Position 7), and the various and sundry measures.  I'll also be buying a stamp off one of my roommates.  I may even figure out what the terms are for the House of Reps (these are congressfolk, yes? Stupid Civics class never tells me anything).  That's the danger of contextual definitions – I can't always tell if I'm using the right word.

I will not, not, be making a wiki or site or something to compare local candidates.  Dammit.

Originally posted at Xtinian Thoughts.  Comment here or there.

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