Grateful.

[nonethefewer]

Today, I am grateful for my newly acquired sense of balance, or patience.  Which is odd, given that yesterday I was lonely, and today I have been FULL OF ITCHY, and neither lend themselves to balance.  But what's helped has been trying to be patient with myself, and remembering that forcing balance (by way of not letting myself feel lonely, frex) is not quite the way to go about it.

I am going to go back to scouring my skin with sandpaper, but it's nice to have that feeling of balance accessible, even when I am gritting my teeth, so.

Originally posted at Xtinian Thoughts.  Comment here or there.